i don't mind
sometimes someone makes you feel something special in your heart. it isn't love but not a crush, but you don't know what it is. all you know is that it feels bitter and sweet. but you don't mind. admiring from far away seems to be enough. you aren't this person's only admirer--so many people wanting to be with them--you find that it's suitable enough for you to just admire, be their friend, and be by their side. that's good enough, and you can't find the time to mind.
